FOXFIRE IS YOUR HEART

i guess almost everyone on here listens to emo and watches animae porn.


how disturbing.

one day arwyn went for a walk. she walked for hours. and found nothing.

i just want to be a barista again.

it seems like everyone on here is either really into emo, goth music, animae porn, or really gross pictures of nude women who've had bad boob jobs.
if you are not one of those people please leave me a message so i know you exist!!! 

i changed my profile. don't know if i will keep it like this.
people are still seting off fireworks. every now and then i see little sparkles in the sky.
i am really tired. but journaling is fun.
look how much fun i am having.

i spent such a long time looking through this site. now i am tired and bored and confused. i am better at using this, but i cant really find people too interesting to me. obviously i am not looking hard enough. but now i want to play where's waldo.
bad.

i really wish i did!!! 

let's see how fun it is!!!!


1. what color is your underwear?
i think black. and leopard print.

2. what's on your mind right now?
i just saw the divinci code and i am thinking of how ridiculas and revolutionary it was .

3. what are you doing right now?
clearly answering surcey questions

5. do you think you are attractive?
beauty's in the eye of the beholder bitches.

6. have you done something bad today?
no. i am very well behaived at all times.

7. do you watch disney channel?
no. should i?

8. are you jealous of someone right now?
janis joplin for being such a wicked amazing singer.

9. what makes you happy most of the time?
surveys!!! reading about lost races of billions of years ago who inprisoned the elder race and advanted far beyond anything we would comprehend. feminism.

10. do you bite your nails?
yes, indeed i do.

11. what is your mood right now?
contemplative?

12. have you had an eating disorder?
not really. that question isn't fun!

13. do you want to see someone this very minute?
a taco.

14. do you have a deep dark secret?
no. i am just a very private person. please dont look in my basement. or my closet. or under the bed. not there either. just, um, ignore the smell also, it's just some spoiled food is all. oh, please don't look there either.

15. do you have a friend you don't actually like?
not that i can think of. i think ends in high school. or, i hope it does.

16. what is your favourite kind of music?
i think i really like older music, well, i like what my dad listens to. 80's punk, early blues, classical, phycedelic bands. but my favorite kind is punk, i guess.

17. are you loyal?
i guess.

18. are you in denial?
no!!! how dare you? no!!!!

19. who would you rather be right now?
a midwife.

20. do you like someone?
not really.

21. does anyone like you?
i don't think so.

22. is it going anywhere with them?
anywhere with Satan? he never called me after our last date...


DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
kill drifters.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
called my mom stupid. which i think is bad because it actually reallly hurt her. i wish i had slashed my ex's bike tires....

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
maybe.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
i swear all the time. i guess more when i am excited.

*CRYING SECTION*

1. When was the last time you really cried your heart out?
the other moring.

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
every night... how did you know? i thought the webcam was turned off...

3. Do you cry when you get an injury?
no.

4. Do certain songs make you cry?
occasionally.

5. What usually makes you cry?
comercails, nightmares, movies, books, when other people are sad, poetry...



*Happy Section*

1. Are you normally a happy person?
sort of i guess.

2. What can make you happy?
didn't i already answer this question?

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
most of the time.


*Self-Esteem Section*

1. Is your self-esteem extremely low?
how so?

2. Do you believe in yourself?
i believe that the human mind is a lot more powerful than we think.

3. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
i am pretty good at accepting compliments, especailly when they are clearly true!!!

4. Are you one of those people that think you are ugly, & dumb,?
everyone thinks they are ugly and dumb at some point. but i am so sexy and smart i have never thought that.